| Working hard and long every day with a bunch of nice colleagues for a smart great boss, abandoning your leisure time and no more hangouts and dinners with friends and family;
Or working for a horrible boss in an office full of people you don't like but for a more regular working hours that you can enjoy your life after work?
Life just isn't perfect but is always fair, eh? |
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| It's been a very busy week
Dunno what I'm doing coz everything's so new to me
Dunno what I should do first coz everything is urgent and of high priority
Dunno what I feel coz everything seems to be in a fuzz
Dunno if I like my job or not
Dunno if I'm capable to do my job well
It's a MESS
maybe it's time to meditate...
And search for my soul......
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| It's only the 2nd day but I already feel like I have been working there for weeks
The job is challenging but I also feel like I'm getting a bit too old to catch up
There's so much to learn and it has to be learnt and trained on job
Surrounding by smart brilliant people makes me nervous but on the other hand it feels good as I could be one of them
Tomorrow is another day |
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| Look, I don't believe in love. I believe in fucking. It's honest, it's efficient. You get in and out with a maximum of pleasure and a minimum of bullshit. Love is something that straight people tell themselves they're in so they can get laid, and then they end up hurting each other because it was based on lies to begin with. |
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| Can't sleep again
What's wrong with me?
Perhaps I got too excited about the job offer
It's better than I expected
It's too good to be true
And then I think I get anxious
So anxious that I can't go to sleep
Stomach's making strange noises
Am I hungry?
Or is there something wrong in my stomach?
Insomnia makes people paranoid
I should write more
Especially when it's become quiet here again
People don't blog any more
They facebook, they tweet, they micro blog
But they abandoned blogging, most people
Like it never ever happened before
My thoughts are messy I know
So messy that I find it hard to catch up with myself sometimes
So messy that I find it hard to express what I would like to tell people
Is there a cure for this?
Is it illness?
2 weeks are gone in a blink
There's only one more week to spend before the start of a new career page
I'm grateful to the ones refer me and trust my abilities
I'll do my best to make it work as I always do
To honor those who believe in me
And to those who truly care for me
Peace
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